I wake in the dark With showers of life Moments of emptiness around Floating away No other hope Reality brings me Into the ground What can I doWhat can I say I need a place to hide away Just for a while, just for a smile Just for a life I used to know The perfect song were filled with Words of love and not with anger What if they go What if they leave me far behind 'Cause I don't wanna be alone... (uh oh) Living life for on my own (uh oh) I don't want to live my life in isolationFilled with empty decorations'Cause I want to be with people that I know Who would do the things I do (uh oh) Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)I don't recognize the shadows at my door Though I've seen them all before Because the only thing I really want... Is to be with you...
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
AKU...
HARI NI AKU TAK TAU APA PASAL AKU MACAM NI...aku rasa down sangat khari ni...soo.. aku cari la benda2 yang boleh buat aku semagat semula..aku rindukan yonne..tapi aku tak mampu nak teruskan sebab aku tak daya...aku rasa jalan yang paling baik aku tinggalkan semua yang indah...semua yang terbaik untuk aku dan orang2 keliling aku telah lakukan untuk aku..aku kena jalan jauh dari hidup diaorang...aku tak mau lagi mengeruhkan keadaan...sampai waktunya aku harus tinggalkan ini semua....aku harus menjauh dari ini semua..terima kasih untuk semua yang telah aku alami...terima kasih untuk semua budi...terima ksih sebab kalian menerima aku didalam kelompok kalian...dan aku...terima kasih.
renungkan lah II
1) Jangan sekali-kali kita meremehkan sesuatu perbuatan baik walaupunhanyasekadar senyuman.2) Dunia ini umpama lautan yg luas. Kita adalah kapal yg belayar dilautan telah ramai kapal karam didalamnya.. andai muatan kita adalahiman, dan layarnya takwa, nescaya kita akan selamat dari tersesat dilautan hidup ini.3) Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi yang indah itu tetap hidup dalamkenangan.4) Setiap yang kita lakukan biarlah jujur kerana kejujuran itu telalupenting dalam sebuah kehidupan. Tanpa kejujuran hidup sentiasa menjadimainan orang.5) Hati yg terluka umpama besi bengkok walau diketuk sukar kembalikepada bentuk asalnya.6) Dalam kerendahan hati ada ketinggian budi. Dalam kemiskinan harta adakekayaan jiwa. Dalam kesempitan hidup ada kekuasaan ilmu.7) Ikhlaslah menjadi diri sendiri agar hidup penuh dengan ketenangan dankeamanan. Hidup tanpa pegangan ibarat buih-buih sabun. Bila-bila masa iaakan pecah.8) Kegagalan dalam kemuliaan lebih baik daripada kejayaan dalamkehinaan.Memberi sedikit dengan ikhlas pula lebih mulia dari memberi denganbanyak tapi diiringi dengan riak.9) Tidak ada insan suci yang tidak mempunyai masa lampau dan tidak adainsan yang berdosa yang tidak mempunyai masa depan.10) Kata-kata yang lembut dapat melembutkan hati yang lebih keras daribatu.Tetapi kata-kata yang kasar dapat mengasarkan hati yang lunak sepertisutera.11) Lidah yang panjangnya tiga inci boleh membunuh manusia yangtingginya enam kaki.12) Agama tidak pernah mengecewakan manusia. Tetapi manusia yang selalumengecewakan agama.13) Nafsu mengatakan perempuan itu cantik atas dasar rupanya. Akalmengatakan perempuan itu cantik atas dasar ilmu dan kepintarannya. Danhatimengatakan perempuan itu cantik atas dasar akhlaknya.14) Keikhlasan itu umpama seekor semut hitam di atas batu yang hitam dimalam yang amat kelam. Ianya wujud tapi amat sukar dilihat.15) Hidup memerlukan pengorbananan. Pengorbanan memerlukan perjuangan.Perjuangan memerlukan ketabahan. Ketabahan memerlukan keyakinan.Keyakinan pula menentukan kejayaan. Kejayaan pula akan menentukankebahagiaan.16) Seseorang yang bijak melahirkan kata-kata selalunya disanjungsehingga ia mula bercakap kosong17) Harta akan habis digunakan tanpa ilmu tetapi sebaliknya ilmu akanberkembang jika ianya digunakan.18) Kekayaan bukanlah satu dosa dan kecantikan bukanlah satu kesalahan.Olehitu jika anda memiliki kedua-duanya janganlah anda lupa pada Yang MahaBerkuasa.19) Sahabat yang tidak jujur ibarat dapur yang berhampiran. Jikalau punkamu tidak terkena jelaganya sudah pasti akan terkena asapnya.20) Mengapa manusia gemar mencetuskan pertelingkahan sedangkan manusiaitu sendiri dilahirkan dari sebuah kemesraan.21) Kita sentiasa muda untuk melakukan dosa tetapi tidak pernah tuauntuk bertaubat.22) Gantungkan azam dan semangatmu setinggi bintang di langit danrendahkanhatimu serendah mutiara di lautan.23) Setiap mata yang tertutup belum bererti ia tidur. Setiap mataterbuka belum bererti ia melihat.24) Jadikan dirimu bagai pohon yang rendang di mana insan dapatberteduh.Jangan seperti pohon kering tempat sang pungguk melepas rindu dan hanyalayak dibuat kayu api.25) Menulis sepuluh jilid buku mengenai falsafah lebih mudah daripadamelaksanakan sepotong pesanan.26) Jangan menghina barang yang kecil kerana jarum yang kecil itukadang-kadang menumpahkan darah.27) Kegembiraan ibarat semburan pewangi, pabila kita memakainya semuaakan dapat merasa keharumannya. Oleh itu berikanlah walau secebiskegembiraan yang anda miliki itu kepada teman anda.28) Esok pasti ada tetapi esok belum pasti untuk kita. Beringat-ingatlahuntuk menghadapi esok yang pastikan mendatang.29) Reaksi emosi jangan dituruti kerana implikasinya tidak seperti yangdiimaginasi .30) Sahabat yang beriman ibarat mentari yang menyinar. Sahabat yangsetia bagai pewangi yang mengharumkan. Sahabat sejati menjadi pendorongimpian.Sahabat berhati mulia membawa kitake jalan Allah.31) Orang yang bahagia itu akan selalu menyediakan waktu untuk membacakerana membaca itu sumber hikmah menyediakan waktu tertawa keranatertawa itu muziknya jiwa, menyediakan waktu untuk berfikir keranaberfikir itu pokok kemajuan, menyediakan waktu untuk beramal keranaberamal itu pangkal kejayaan, menyediakan waktu untuk bersenda keranabersenda itu akan membuatmuda selalu dan menyediakan waktu beribadat kerana beribadat itu adalahibudari segala ketenangan jiwa.32) Penglihatan itu sebagai panah iblis yang berbisa, maka siapa yangmengelakkannya kerana takut padaKu, maka Aku akan menggantikannya denganiman yang dirasakan manisnya dalam hati...33) "Wanita yang cantik tanpa peribadi yang mulia, umpama kaca mata yangbersinar-bersinar, tetapi tidak melihat apa-apa"34) "Kekecewaan mengajar kita erti kehidupan. Teruskan perjuangan kitawalaupun terpaksa menghadapi rintangan demi rintangan dalam hidup"35) Tanda Orang Bijaksana Ialah Hatinya Selalu Berniat Suci; LidahnyaSelalu Basah Dengan Zikrullah; Matanya Menangis Kerana Penyesalan(Terhadap Dosa);Sabar Terhadap Perkara Yang Dihadapi Dan Mengutamakan Akhirat BerbandingDunia.36) Jika kejahatan di balas kejahatan, maka itu adalah dendam. Jikakebaikan dibalas kebaikan itu adalah perkara biasa. Jika kebaikandibalas kejahatan,itu adalah zalim. Tapi jika kejahatan dibalas kebaikan, itu adalah muliadan terpuji."37) "Hidup umpama aiskrim. Nikmatilah ia sebelum cair"38) "Kata-kata itu sebenarnya tidak mempunyai makna utk menjelaskanperasaan. Manusia boleh membentuk seribu kata-kata, seribu bahasa. Tapikata-kata bukan bukti unggulnya perasaan"39) "Hidup tidak boleh berpandukan perasaan hati yg kadangkala bolehmenjahanamkan diri sendiri. Perkara utama harus kita fikirkan ialahmenerima sesuatu atau membuat sesuatu dgn baik berlandaskan kenyataan"40) "Hidup adalah gabungan antara bahagia dan derita. Ia adalah mengujiketeguhan iman seseorang. Malangnya bagi mereka yg hanya mengikutkehendak hati tidak sanggup menerima penderitaan.41) Hadiah Terbaik :Kepada kawan - KesetiaanKepada musuh - KemaafanKepada ketua - KhidmatKepada yang muda - Contoh terbaikKepada yang tua - Hargai budi mereka dan kesetiaan.Kepada pasangan - Cinta dan ketaatanKepada manusia - Kebebasan42) "Berfikir secara rasional tanpa dipengaruhi oleh naluri atau emosimerupakan satu cara menyelesaikan masalah yg paling berkesan"43) "Hiduplah seperti lilin menerangi orang lain, janganlah hidupseperti duri mencucuk diri dan menyakiti orang lain."44) "Dunia ini ibarat pentas. Kita adalah pelakonnya. Makaberlumba-lumbalah beramal supaya hidup bahagia di dunia dan akhirat"45) "Akal itu menteri yang menasihati, Hati itu ialah raja yangmenentukan,Harta itu satu tamu yang akan berangkat, kesenangan itu satu masa yangditinggalkan".46) "Selemah-lemah manusia ialah orang yg tak boleh mencari sahabat danorang yang lebih lemah dari itu ialah orang yg mensia-siakan sahabat ygtelah dicari"47) "Cakap sahabat yg jujur lebih besar harganya daripada harta benda ygdiwarisi dari nenek moyang"48) "Ingatlah, sabar itu iman, duit bukan kawan, dunia hanya pinjamandan mati tak ber teman.."49) "Lidahmu adalah bentengmu, jika e***** menjaganya maka ia akanmenjagamu, dan jika e***** membiarkannya maka ia tidak akanmempedulikanmu"50) "Orang yg paling berkuasa adalah orang yg dapat menguasai dirinyasendiri"51) "Seseorang menganggap sekatan sebagai batu penghalang, Sedangkanorang lain menganggapnya sebagai batu lonjatan."52) "Kalau kita melakukan semua yang kita upaya lakukan, sesungguhnyakita akan terkejut dengan hasilnya."53) "Kita selalu lupa atau jarang ingat apa yang kita miliki, tetapikita sering kali ingat apa yang ora ng lain ada."54) "Apa yang diperolehi dalam hidup ini, adalah sepenuhnya daripada apayang kita berikan padanya."55) "Fikirkan hal-hal yang paling hebat, Dan e***** akan menjaditerhebat.Tetapkan akal pada hal tertinggi, Dan e***** akan mencapai yangtertinggi."56) "Dunia ini tiada jaminan melainkan satu peluang."57) "Kehidupan kita di dunia ini tidak menjanjikan satu jaminan yangberkekalan. Apa yang ada hanyalah percubaan, cabaran dan pelbagaipeluang.Jaminan yang kekal abadi hanya dapat ditemui apabila kita kembali semulake pada Ilahi."58) "Rahsia kejayaan hidup adalah persediaan manusia untuk menyambutkesempatan yang menjelma."59) "Kekuatan tidak datang dari kemampuan fizikal,tetapi ianya datangdari semangat yang tidak pernah mengalah."60) "Mengetahui perkara yang betul tidak memadai dan bermakna jika tidakmelakukan perkara yang betul."61) "Kecemerlangan adalah hasil daripada sikap yang ingin sentiasamelakukan yang terbaik."62) "Jadikan sebagai aturan hidup untuk melakukan yang terbaik dalam apajua yang dilakukan, pasti akan menghasil kecemerlangan
renung kan...
Kecantikan yang abadi terletak pada keelokkan adab dan ketinggian ilmu seseorang, bukan terletak pada wajah dan pakaiannya – (Hamka)
Yang meninggikan darjat seseorang ialah akal dan adabnya, bukan asal keturunannya – (Aristotle)
Adab dan sopan itu lebih penting daripada makan dan minum – (Aristotle)
Mahkota adab dan sopan santun lebih tinggi nilainya daripada mahkota yang bertahtakan ratna dan mutu manikam – (Budiman)
Kata-kata yang lemah dan beradab dapat melembutkan hati dan manusia yang keras – (Hamka)
Bertambah kuat kepercayaan kepada agama, bertambah tinggi darjatnya di dalam pergaulan hidup, dan bertambah naik tingkah laku dan akal budinya – (Hamka)
Pergaulan mempengaruhi didikan otak. Oleh itu, untuk kebersihan jiwa hendaklah bergaul dengan orang-orang beradab dan berbudi mulia yang dapat kita kutip manfaatnya – (Hamka)
Sifat utama pemimpin ialah beradab dan mulia hati – (Imam Al-Ghazali)
Undang-undang adab dan budi pekerti membentuk kemerdekaan bekerja. Undang-undang akal membentuk kemerdekaan berfikir. Dengan jalan menambah kecerdasan akal, bertambah murnilah kemerdekaan berfikir – (Hamka)
Di dalam medan hidup, ada beberapa undang-undang yang harus dijaga dan diperhatikan. Ada yang berhubungan dengan kesihatan tubuh, dengan keberesan akal dan yang berhubung dengan kemuliaan adab dan budi – (Hamka)
Kata Hukama, ” Hendaklah adab sopan anak-anak itu dibentuk sejak kecil kerana ketika kecil mudah membentuk dan mengasuhnya. Belum dirosakkan oleh adat kebiasaan yang sukar ditinggalkan” – (Hamka)
Mengikut adab kesopanan, tetamu yang tidak menghormati diri dan tidak menghormati ahli rumah yang ditemui, bukanlah orang yang patut dihormati – (Hamka)
Orang beradab pasti pandai menghormati keyakinan orang lain, walaupun dia sendiri tidak sesuai dengan keyakinan itu – (Hamka)
Sesungguhnya orang yang termasuk orang yang baik-baik ialah orang yang paling baik akhlak dan adab sopannya – (Maksud hadis)
Yang meninggikan darjat seseorang ialah akal dan adabnya, bukan asal keturunannya – (Aristotle)
Adab dan sopan itu lebih penting daripada makan dan minum – (Aristotle)
Mahkota adab dan sopan santun lebih tinggi nilainya daripada mahkota yang bertahtakan ratna dan mutu manikam – (Budiman)
Kata-kata yang lemah dan beradab dapat melembutkan hati dan manusia yang keras – (Hamka)
Bertambah kuat kepercayaan kepada agama, bertambah tinggi darjatnya di dalam pergaulan hidup, dan bertambah naik tingkah laku dan akal budinya – (Hamka)
Pergaulan mempengaruhi didikan otak. Oleh itu, untuk kebersihan jiwa hendaklah bergaul dengan orang-orang beradab dan berbudi mulia yang dapat kita kutip manfaatnya – (Hamka)
Sifat utama pemimpin ialah beradab dan mulia hati – (Imam Al-Ghazali)
Undang-undang adab dan budi pekerti membentuk kemerdekaan bekerja. Undang-undang akal membentuk kemerdekaan berfikir. Dengan jalan menambah kecerdasan akal, bertambah murnilah kemerdekaan berfikir – (Hamka)
Di dalam medan hidup, ada beberapa undang-undang yang harus dijaga dan diperhatikan. Ada yang berhubungan dengan kesihatan tubuh, dengan keberesan akal dan yang berhubung dengan kemuliaan adab dan budi – (Hamka)
Kata Hukama, ” Hendaklah adab sopan anak-anak itu dibentuk sejak kecil kerana ketika kecil mudah membentuk dan mengasuhnya. Belum dirosakkan oleh adat kebiasaan yang sukar ditinggalkan” – (Hamka)
Mengikut adab kesopanan, tetamu yang tidak menghormati diri dan tidak menghormati ahli rumah yang ditemui, bukanlah orang yang patut dihormati – (Hamka)
Orang beradab pasti pandai menghormati keyakinan orang lain, walaupun dia sendiri tidak sesuai dengan keyakinan itu – (Hamka)
Sesungguhnya orang yang termasuk orang yang baik-baik ialah orang yang paling baik akhlak dan adab sopannya – (Maksud hadis)
When I quit this mortal shore And mosey 'round this earth no more, Do not weep and do not sob; I may have found a better job. Don't go and buy a large bouquet For which you'll find it hard to pay, Don't mope around and feel all blue; I may be better off than you.
Don't tell the folks I was a saint Or any old thing that I ain't. If you have jam like that to spread, Please hand it out before I'm dead. If you have roses bless your soul, Just pin one in my buttonhole While I'm alive and well today; Don't wait until I'm gone away.
Don't tell the folks I was a saint Or any old thing that I ain't. If you have jam like that to spread, Please hand it out before I'm dead. If you have roses bless your soul, Just pin one in my buttonhole While I'm alive and well today; Don't wait until I'm gone away.
When I quit this mortal shore And mosey 'round this earth no more, Do not weep and do not sob; I may have found a better job. Don't go and buy a large bouquet For which you'll find it hard to pay, Don't mope around and feel all blue; I may be better off than you.
Don't tell the folks I was a saint Or any old thing that I ain't. If you have jam like that to spread, Please hand it out before I'm dead. If you have roses bless your soul, Just pin one in my buttonhole While I'm alive and well today; Don't wait until I'm gone away.
Don't tell the folks I was a saint Or any old thing that I ain't. If you have jam like that to spread, Please hand it out before I'm dead. If you have roses bless your soul, Just pin one in my buttonhole While I'm alive and well today; Don't wait until I'm gone away.
I think no matter where you stray, That I shall go with you a way. Though you may wander sweeter lands, You will not forget my hands, Nor yet the way I held my head Nor the tremulous things I said. You will still see me, small and white And smiling, in the secret night, And feel my arms about you when The day comes fluttering back again. I think, no matter where you be, You'll hold me in your memory And keep my image there without me, By telling later loves about me.
I think no matter where you stray, That I shall go with you a way. Though you may wander sweeter lands, You will not forget my hands, Nor yet the way I held my head Nor the tremulous things I said. You will still see me, small and white And smiling, in the secret night, And feel my arms about you when The day comes fluttering back again. I think, no matter where you be, You'll hold me in your memory And keep my image there without me, By telling later loves about me.
I am standing on the sea shore, A ship sails in the morning breeze and starts for the ocean. She is an object of beauty and I stand watching her Till at last she fades on the horizon and someone at my side says: "She is gone."
Gone! Where? Gone from my sight - that is all. She is just as large in the masts, hull and spars as she was when I saw her And just as able to bear her load of living freight to its destination. The diminished size and total loss of sight is in me, not in her.
And just at the moment when someone at my side says, "She is gone", There are others who are watching her coming, and other voices take up a glad shout: "There she comes" - and that is dying. An horizon and just the limit of our sight. Lift us up, Oh Lord, that we may see further.
Gone! Where? Gone from my sight - that is all. She is just as large in the masts, hull and spars as she was when I saw her And just as able to bear her load of living freight to its destination. The diminished size and total loss of sight is in me, not in her.
And just at the moment when someone at my side says, "She is gone", There are others who are watching her coming, and other voices take up a glad shout: "There she comes" - and that is dying. An horizon and just the limit of our sight. Lift us up, Oh Lord, that we may see further.
You can shed tears that he is gone, Or you can smile because he lived, You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back, Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him Or you can be full of the love that you shared, You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on, You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back, Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him Or you can be full of the love that you shared, You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on, You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back, Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
Farewell
Farewell to Thee! But not farewell To all my fondest thoughts of Thee; Within my heart they still shall dwell And they shall cheer and comfort me.
Life seems more sweet that Thou didst live And men more true Thou wert one; Nothing is lost that Thou didst give, Nothing destroyed that Thou hast done.
Anne Bronte 1820-1849
Life seems more sweet that Thou didst live And men more true Thou wert one; Nothing is lost that Thou didst give, Nothing destroyed that Thou hast done.
Anne Bronte 1820-1849
Now God wanted a football matchAnd to play it up in heavenBut first he needed playersAnd select his first eleven.Georgie Best, big Brian LaboneThe legend Dixie DeanAlan Ball and Bobby MooreAll made it in the team.He needed one more playerSomeone who would be quickFrom up above he looked downAnd saw Rhys there in his kit.So Rhys was taken up aboveGod took him by the handTo play the game he loved so muchWhere sponsorship is bannedThere is no cheating either asGod is the refereeThere are no mega wagesAnd the transfers they are free.The games are live on tellyYou don’t have to subscribeThe players all stay on their feet‘Cos no one takes a dive.So Rhys plays now so happilyTo the angels in the crowdAnd every time he hits the netThey roar his name so loud.Hve fun my little blue boyYou’re safe and in God’s care‘Till it’s time for me to get my bootsAnd join you up there.
"I'll lend you for a little time A child of Mine." He said. "For you to love the while he lives And mourn for when he's dead. It may be six or seven year Or twenty-two or three But will you, till I call him back Take care of him for Me? He'll bring his charms to gladden you And should his stay be brief, You'll have his lovely memories As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay Since all from Earth return, But there are lessons taught down there I want the child to learn. I've looked this wide world over In my search for teacher's true, And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you; Now will you give him all your love, Nor think the labour vain Nor hate Me when I come to call And take him back again?
I fancied that I heard them say, "Dear Lord, They will be done, For all the joy Thy child shall bring, For the risk of grief we'll run. We'll shelter him with tenderness, We'll love him while we may, And for the happiness we've known, Forever grateful stay. But should the angels call for him Much sooner than we planned, We'll brave the bitter grief that comes And try to understand." Anonymous
I cannot promise he will stay Since all from Earth return, But there are lessons taught down there I want the child to learn. I've looked this wide world over In my search for teacher's true, And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you; Now will you give him all your love, Nor think the labour vain Nor hate Me when I come to call And take him back again?
I fancied that I heard them say, "Dear Lord, They will be done, For all the joy Thy child shall bring, For the risk of grief we'll run. We'll shelter him with tenderness, We'll love him while we may, And for the happiness we've known, Forever grateful stay. But should the angels call for him Much sooner than we planned, We'll brave the bitter grief that comes And try to understand." Anonymous
They are not dead,Who leave us this great heritage of remembering joy.
They still live in our hearts,In the happiness we knew, in the dreams we shared.
They still breathe,In the lingering fragrance,windblown, from their favourite flowers.
They still smile in the moonlight’s silver,And laugh in the sunlight’s sparking gold.
They still speak in the echoes of the words we’ve heard them say again and again.
They still move,In the rhythm of waving grasses, in the dance of the tossing branches.
They are not dead;Their memory is warm in our hearts, comfort in our sorrow.
They are not apart from us, but part of us,
For love is eternal,And those we love shall be with us throughout all eternity.
They still live in our hearts,In the happiness we knew, in the dreams we shared.
They still breathe,In the lingering fragrance,windblown, from their favourite flowers.
They still smile in the moonlight’s silver,And laugh in the sunlight’s sparking gold.
They still speak in the echoes of the words we’ve heard them say again and again.
They still move,In the rhythm of waving grasses, in the dance of the tossing branches.
They are not dead;Their memory is warm in our hearts, comfort in our sorrow.
They are not apart from us, but part of us,
For love is eternal,And those we love shall be with us throughout all eternity.
All Is Well
Death is nothing at all, I have only slipped into the next room I am I and you are you Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, Speak to me in the easy way which you always used Put no difference in your tone, Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household world that it always was, Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant. It it the same as it ever was, there is unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, Just around the corner. All is well.
Henry Scott Holland1847-1918
Henry Scott Holland1847-1918
Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there, I do not sleep I am a 1,000 winds that blow I am the diamond glints on snow I am the sun on ripened grain I am the gentle autumn rain When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled light I am the soft star that shines at night Do not stand at my grave and cry I am not there; I did not die.
It must be borne in mind that the tragedy of life doesn't lie in not reaching your goal. The tragedy lies in having no goal to reach.
It is not a calamity to die with dreams unfulfilled. But it is a calamity not to dream.
It is not a disaster to be unable to capture your ideal, But it is a disaster to no ideal to capture.
It is not a disgrace not to reach the stars. But it is a disgrace not to have stars to reach for.
Not failure, but low aim is a sin. Dr Benjamin Elijah Mays 1894-1984
It is not a calamity to die with dreams unfulfilled. But it is a calamity not to dream.
It is not a disaster to be unable to capture your ideal, But it is a disaster to no ideal to capture.
It is not a disgrace not to reach the stars. But it is a disgrace not to have stars to reach for.
Not failure, but low aim is a sin. Dr Benjamin Elijah Mays 1894-1984
Time
Time is too slow for those who waitToo swift for those who fearToo long for those who grieveToo short for those who rejoiceBut, for those who love –Time is eternity.
Celtic Blessing
May the roads rise to meet you,May the wind be always at your back,May the sun shine warm upon your face,The rain fall soft upon your fieldsAnd, until we meet again,May God hold you in the hollow of his hand.
Their lies have failed the world is rising against all forms of oppression i hear a message of defiance disobedience and solidaity people are getting off their knees speaking up for what they believe as individuals they join together to defend our humanity from thoughts to words from words to action spread the message inspire me in these times of despair rekindle my hope for the future of humanity the whole historyof progress of human liberty shows that all concessions made have been born of earnst struggle the conclusion: revolution for a new and better evolution spread the message strike the match light the flame in the hearths of the young.
To the Top of the Ladder
I was a scared little mouse Hiding in the little hole. Sometimes I would peak And step out a bit. But the Big cat would scare me So I ran right back in My lonely but safe home.
One day the cat got in My little hole. I still don’t know how, But boy! Did I ever ran out!
You took me in your hands To a strange place. You showed me the ladder To enter the big World Oh! Did it seem so high For a little mouse like me
But you promised to hold My hand I first hesitated And didn’t cooperate. But you never left me
I slowly climbed up. Sometimes I’d trip But I got right back up So now I’m less scared And almost at the top.
I could climb to the clouds, I might trip and fall down But I’d get right back up Thanks to your hand.
Soon I’ll let go of your hand And meet my fellows In the big and noisy place Called Society.
I’ll be with my fellows, But I’ll never forget you.
Someday I’ll be the one to hold Their hands To lead them the way to the Big place called Society
It’s been a long but worthy time I’m almost to the last step. You’re slowly letting go of my hand… Oh! It’s getting scary!
But I will make you proud Because I’ll make the Society A safe and warm place. Thanks to your caring And warm hand. I’ll be the One To change the world
One day the cat got in My little hole. I still don’t know how, But boy! Did I ever ran out!
You took me in your hands To a strange place. You showed me the ladder To enter the big World Oh! Did it seem so high For a little mouse like me
But you promised to hold My hand I first hesitated And didn’t cooperate. But you never left me
I slowly climbed up. Sometimes I’d trip But I got right back up So now I’m less scared And almost at the top.
I could climb to the clouds, I might trip and fall down But I’d get right back up Thanks to your hand.
Soon I’ll let go of your hand And meet my fellows In the big and noisy place Called Society.
I’ll be with my fellows, But I’ll never forget you.
Someday I’ll be the one to hold Their hands To lead them the way to the Big place called Society
It’s been a long but worthy time I’m almost to the last step. You’re slowly letting go of my hand… Oh! It’s getting scary!
But I will make you proud Because I’ll make the Society A safe and warm place. Thanks to your caring And warm hand. I’ll be the One To change the world
J'envie la mort J'envie la solitude J'envie la fierté J'envie la tristesse
J'envie la vie normale. J'envie la vie difficile mais avec du soleil. J'envie la vie facile mais avec le sombre. J'envie le désir de disparaître
Mais mes sentiments pour mes chers M'empêche de commettre l'acte Si malcompris!
J'envie la vie normale. J'envie la vie difficile mais avec du soleil. J'envie la vie facile mais avec le sombre. J'envie le désir de disparaître
Mais mes sentiments pour mes chers M'empêche de commettre l'acte Si malcompris!
Love is a experience. A beautiful one. You can realize that life is good, when you accept love.
Friends are your survival kit. They make you realize that life is good, when you accept friendship.
Obstacles are experiences. Big or small, it can be won.. They make you realize that life is a nice journey, when you accept your faults.
Love, friendship and obstacles are the three main thing in life. Let them enter your life. And live the journey.
Friends are your survival kit. They make you realize that life is good, when you accept friendship.
Obstacles are experiences. Big or small, it can be won.. They make you realize that life is a nice journey, when you accept your faults.
Love, friendship and obstacles are the three main thing in life. Let them enter your life. And live the journey.
They say we are here for a reason. That someday we'll be happy to be alive. That the pain that runs through your veins Will soon go away. But how can you believe this, when you don't care. Been there so long, how could it go? When all you want is the pain to go away. Please leave me alone and let me live It's a lonely world, but I feel safe. Let me be who I want to be.
Monday, December 14, 2009
mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku mengagumi tanpa di cintai tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagiadengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu telah lama kupendam perasaan itumenunggu hatimu menyambut diriku tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktukudan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanyadan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
yonne.. i miss u...really miss u down here...hope that u can feel what i feel....coz i miss u so muchh here yonne...wish could hug u like the old days...see the smiled from face that i love most...hear your sweet voice...and miss your sweet kisses...i miss all about yonne..coz i love yonne so..tht dammed much!!!
Friday, December 4, 2009
dan dunia...
dan dunia...terang dan indah...bila sang cahaya di ufuk..sinar menyinari alam..menyuburkan dunia...dan dunia...sangat nyata di mata...bila kasih itu terang bila kasih itu nyata...terima kasih dunia...aku diatas mu bahagia sekali....walau terkadang aku sengsara...tapi kau dunia tetap begitu...bahagia bila huninya bahagia...derita bila huninya sengsara..dan dunia...kau syahdu bila kau dendangkan irama hujan...dan kau senyum tika menyinar alam....aku sayang kau dunia..walau ada ketika aku meluat dengan senariomu...namun..hati kita satu..
kaciwa
yonne marah aku hari ni...sebab apa yang aku tulis semalam...aku tau dia kecewa...tapi apa lagi aku..yang terpaksa telan pahit...melepaskan umat yang berkualiti macam yonne..tak apalah..
aku tak mahu berpanjangan..betul juga tindakan aku...harap yonne faham..sebab rasa aku tak mungkin sama dengan apa yang yonne rasa...terima kasih yonne sebab sudi sayang aku..walaupun sekejap..tapi aku bahagia bila sayang yonne...aku bahagia bila rindukan yonne..aku harap yonne dapat ketemu manusia sempurna sebagai teman hidup...aku..tetap macam ni..dan dunia...akupun macam ini,seperti ini..
aku tak mahu berpanjangan..betul juga tindakan aku...harap yonne faham..sebab rasa aku tak mungkin sama dengan apa yang yonne rasa...terima kasih yonne sebab sudi sayang aku..walaupun sekejap..tapi aku bahagia bila sayang yonne...aku bahagia bila rindukan yonne..aku harap yonne dapat ketemu manusia sempurna sebagai teman hidup...aku..tetap macam ni..dan dunia...akupun macam ini,seperti ini..
Thursday, December 3, 2009
maafkan aku...
maafkan aku...aku tak berdaya mengekang perasaan ini terhadapmu...maafkan aku...hahahahaha!!!! aku merinduimu yonne!!!
rasa
mana dunia aku hilang...bila rasa aku bukan rasa mu...rasakah kau pada apa yang aku rasa ketika ini..? aku rasa aku rindukan kau...tapi aku juga rasa yang kau tak perlukan aku...jadi untuk apa aku terus merinduimu..? ada alasan untukku..? ada jawapan untukku...? aku rasa tak ada...jadi untuk apa rasa rindu ini..? aku tahu...sekadar untuk singgah dan say hello....kemudian terbang mencari arah baru...hahahah!!! aku burung....yang tak punya paruh...tapi sayap ku kuat untuk membawa aku terbang,merasai keindahan alam ini dan merasai kejahanaman alam ini juga!!! indah alam bila aku bahagia...,tapi jahanam juga bila aku rasa sengsara!, dan ketika ini aku rasa sengsara...buat seketika..ingin aku luahkan semua rasa...tapi jari aku kontot..tak sampai nak hambur semua yang ada di benak hati ini...biarlah...aku sayang dia...tapi tak mungkin dia sayang aku seperti mana aku sayang dia malah tak mungkin dia tahu aku rindukan dia bagai nak gila disini....tak apalah...mungkin dia masih muda...dia belum cukup ngerti apa itu tafsiran kasih dan sayang...aku tak mau menjegah hati ini terlalu jauh...nanti hilang arah aku yang rasa gila...aku yang rasa segalanya...biarlah aku rasa sakit asal aku tak sakiti rasa sesiapa....
yonne aku sayang dirimu....
over you
Lyrics | Daughtry Lyrics | Over You Lyrics
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its all coming back to me
Lyrics | Meat Loaf Lyrics | It%27s All Coming Back To Me Now Lyrics
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with arms wide open
Lyrics | Creed Lyrics | With Arms Wide Open Lyrics
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psychosocial
Lyrics | Slipknot Lyrics | Psychosocial Lyrics
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blah la lu!!!
hahahah!! aku tau dah...siapa aku..dan aku sedar dimana aku...bila aku mengharap pada sesuatu yang tak mungkin...tapi tau kah dia yang aku sayangkan dia?? dia tak pernah tau...tak mungkin dia mau tau...sekadar aku singgah sahaja disitu..tapi tak lekat dan masuk kedalam ruang itu...
ntah aku bosan dengan semua itu...aku bosan dengan dunia ini..bukan maksud untuk menidakkan dunia...tapi sekadar aku merasa ketidakadillan pada aku di atas muka ini...
mana satu..?pilihan yang tak patut aku buat...pilihan yang tak patut aku rasa...lantak lah..aku tak mau tahu..aku tak pusing dan aku tak mau endah pada itu semua...siapa dia...mau saja aku lupakan...tak mungkin dia bisa aku miliki...tak mungkin jga menyatu...kerana dia buka azalli untukku..aku dah dimiliki..apa lagi aku mahu...cukup sudah...permainan ini tak sepatutnya bermula....kini aku harus mencari pengakhiran....akhirnya dimana..? tak perlu lagi tau dimana..dan aku haru akhirinya sekarang...sebab aku dah mula bosan merindu...aku dah mula bosan dengan kepuraan...aku tak mahu berdendang lagi...kiranya ada lagi...tak perlulah di ungkapkan lagi...sebab aku tahu akhirnya aku yang sakit....biarlah nyata di mata kelak takut dihati aku yang merana..!! gua tak sanggup beb!!lantak la apa yang bakal diutarakan kelak...sememangnya aku tak mau tau pun....
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
unwell
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
its not over
I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
It's not over.
home
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.
hidup...
bila mengenangkan hidup..nyatakah aku hidup dalam dunia..? sebab aku rasa seperti tak punya arah bila hidup aku mula goyah. aku tak faham bila aku kusut...aku tak mampu untuk mengawal keadaan...aku marah!! aku baran!! kenapa..? aku pun tak pasti...
resah
bila resah..aku risau..tak tentu arah..mana mahu pergi..?semua ceruk salah bagiku...aku kusut..bila resah..mau yang indah tapi aku tak mampu...cuba berdaya...tapi aku tetap lemah...kau tahu apa yang aku rasa..?di tanah ini aku seakan lupa...dimana asal kejadian ku..
aku resah...aku tak hirau...aku tak endah...malah aku tak kesah pun...bila aku resah.cuma bila aku resah...aku mau tenang...aku mau damai...tak mau kusut...tak mau karenah...
when love...should'nt seems like it has to be..
do i have to wait and live in this complicated life that should not tanggled my life badly?
well thats the fact that i have to go through.
im mess up with my life...
my family..
and me!!
but i loved her...but i miss her...
what should i do..?
run and hide...
cowards!!!
thats me..?
well thats the fact that i have to go through.
im mess up with my life...
my family..
and me!!
but i loved her...but i miss her...
what should i do..?
run and hide...
cowards!!!
thats me..?
kangen
kangen...bila itu ada di hati...? aku kangen samanya..
bila aku rindu? ntah..yang pasti..gue kangen...
mau bersamanya...? iya!!
tapi ragu...
tapi takut..
gue sayang...tapi malu...
tapi takut...tapi mahu...
ngertikah dia..?tahukah dia..?
harapnya iya..
tapi gua still kangen...
sama siapa?
gua tak mau tahu...
a hundred days have made me older
since the last time that i saw your pretty face
a thousand lies have made me colder
and i don't think i can look the same
but all the miles that separate
dissapear when im dreaming of your
face
im here without u baby
but you stil on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all
the time
im here without you baby
but you still with me in my dreams
and tonight..
its only you and me...
the miles just keep rolling
as the people leave their way to say hello
i've heard this life is overated
but i hope that it gets better as we
go...
everything i know, and
anywhere i go
it gets hard but won't take away
my love..
and when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it wont take away
my love
im here without you
but stil on my lonely mind...
since the last time that i saw your pretty face
a thousand lies have made me colder
and i don't think i can look the same
but all the miles that separate
dissapear when im dreaming of your
face
im here without u baby
but you stil on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all
the time
im here without you baby
but you still with me in my dreams
and tonight..
its only you and me...
the miles just keep rolling
as the people leave their way to say hello
i've heard this life is overated
but i hope that it gets better as we
go...
everything i know, and
anywhere i go
it gets hard but won't take away
my love..
and when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it wont take away
my love
im here without you
but stil on my lonely mind...
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
cerita sindora hati...aku
miss me..i just miss my home...rumah...pantai...nenek....tapi mak marah aku...kenapa..?
aku salah kah..? did i do any wrong...? aku salah... aku tahu..tapi...salah mereka..?
siapa tahu..? tuhan tahu..if i do i wrong im sorry mak...i love you..and i love all...cuma aku malu..
siapa tahu..? tuhan tahu..if i do i wrong im sorry mak...i love you..and i love all...cuma aku malu..
bila mak macam tu....adek benci...abah tak tahu... like blur some more...biarlah...cinta tak jauh...tapi dah terbang....terbang balik jauh nun...bila nak terbang...jauh...jauh lagi jauh...bila bunga dah tak kembang....aku cuba siram tapi tak boleh juga...well this is life...when time is coming we can just never could stop it...hidup itu terang...life is free...complicated when you make it...kusut..?kamu yang pinta..cari jalan leraikan...tak boleh..? potong aje...simpan buat apa..?
banyak perkara nak ku bicarakan...tapi tak kesampaian...aku rindu dia...tapi adkah pasti dia juga merindui aku..? ntah...?bila bicara tentang hati..
pernah seorang umat bertanya...apa itu LOVE? lalu ku bilang...bila kita sayang...bila kita rindu...itu tandanya LOVE.. tapi malang...definasi aku.. kurang tepat...yang pasti...definasi itu untuk umat itu...aku harap umat itu mengerti..dan aku harap umat itu mengerti yang aku amat menyaynginya...tapi apakah umat itu menyayangi aku..? ntah...?
pernah seorang umat bertanya...apa itu LOVE? lalu ku bilang...bila kita sayang...bila kita rindu...itu tandanya LOVE.. tapi malang...definasi aku.. kurang tepat...yang pasti...definasi itu untuk umat itu...aku harap umat itu mengerti..dan aku harap umat itu mengerti yang aku amat menyaynginya...tapi apakah umat itu menyayangi aku..? ntah...?
aku cinta...
tapi siapa..?
kenapa...?
aku pun tak tahu...
pada siapa ku cinta..?
tak tahu...tapi aku tahu aku cinta 'Dia'
siapa 'Dia'? biarlah hanya aku dan 'Dia'
YANG TAHU..
kamu mahu tahu..?
tak perlu lah...
kerana cinta kami rahsia..
bukan untuk di gebang..bukan untuk di warwar
hanya aku tahu aku cinta siapa....?
tapi siapa..?
kenapa...?
aku pun tak tahu...
pada siapa ku cinta..?
tak tahu...tapi aku tahu aku cinta 'Dia'
siapa 'Dia'? biarlah hanya aku dan 'Dia'
YANG TAHU..
kamu mahu tahu..?
tak perlu lah...
kerana cinta kami rahsia..
bukan untuk di gebang..bukan untuk di warwar
hanya aku tahu aku cinta siapa....?
aku dan dunia....siapa tahu..dunia ku berkecamuk...aku mahu tapi ku gentar....aku sayang.. tapi ku malu...aku goyah....dunia hanya aku...aku hanya mahu dunia ku...kananku hawa...kiri ku sindarella...mana satu..?aku pun tak tahu....aku hanya dunia...yang berbeda kerana aku tak punya dunia...karena ku inginkan dunia,aku inginkan aku....
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